Winter is comming and the tar pool is appearing

Before I start I wanna say thank u Foxies, thank u for making this feel like a for me to come out with some stuff I feel like is too painful to open up about things I'd come to feel so attachted to u guys I'd been writting on blogger for almost three years and the time I'd spent writting for u Foxies have never felt taking for granted, I feel I can tell u anything the ups and downs in my little dumb life or Just Life is general i mean c'mon everybody have ups and downs we all have it in our lives  C'est la vie!

Oh the beauty of it is that we can't escape it.

but now I'm gonna get the sad tough part of this blogpost number 75  the big 7 5  25 from 100!
and I think it's more than just Time to open up about one my big crosses to bear is my winter depression every winter since Christmas eve 08 where my GF At the time broke up with me, because she didn't feel anything for me anymore to me Christmas changed 4 ever for me it's the holiday of the broken hearts searching for their lost warm blooded beating heart and not the holiday where we're all garthed with our families having fun as most people have, I'll always try to keep up my dumb carefree face expression during Christmas season because I don't want to ruin everybody else Christmas, and I guess no one in my family actually knows about my winter depression not because they don't care but because I don't tell them because I feel that if I talked about it would make them sad and I don't want them to take part in my misery it's weird I know that's why I choose to open up about it here because u know ur not the cause my family wouldn't know even if they knew they would still believe they were yeah I don't know why?

yeah um I can feel it to make some understand how it feels (Or how I feel)

Imaging you get stuck in a tar pool and the more u try to fight it the more u get stuck in it that's the best way I can describe it when the spring comes "the pool releases u" it's differnt for person to person

               well now u know but I usually keep it to myself because what'sit to the world right?
it's weird but yeah I get really depressed for no reason during the winter but anyways let's move on I'm gonna make a xx facts about me because yeah why not I mean eventhough we'd known eachother for quite sometime I feel like u don't that much about me maybe u know more than I think u know :D

Hottie of the JAmesTheo

   

my (Work) vacation

yes U weren't misreading I have not been on vacation I'd been making a Synopsis and three assignments why... Because as a Student I was forced to because if we don't turn our assignments in time we get a can of whoop ass and a lot of complaining about it do the teachers have a due date "in theory" No just before the semester ends so yeah they can take their sweet time in Denmark Students have a Week's vacation and it was last week which was Oct 9th to the 18th I had an assignment for the 9th one on Sunday the 11th(while having vacation) and the last ones yesterday(we had to write that one in our vacation) turn it in before 1pm while our business law teacher kept spamming us o facebook with home work for Flashday ...yes I call Tuesday Flashday, and before say anything let me ask what's the definition of vacation?

this is what  the dictionary on dictionary.com says

Look at 1. and 3. 

1. "A periode of suspension of WORK, STUDY, OR OTHER ACTIVITY,  Usually used for REST, RECREATION OR TRAVEL; Recess or Holiday"

3. " FREEDOM OR RELEASE FROM DUTY, BUSINESS, OR ACTIVITY."

in other words nothing work realted, it quite funny cuz it's in our student handbook too but the principal won't admit it :D

but yeah what did I do then? Wiiiiilllllaa Holland (sorry) I would work 3 t' 4 hours a day on the synopsis went out for an hour or two sometimes longer just to chil the fuck out I met a cute Fellar named Rolf he's the Patty to My Barry and Vice Versa seriously we had fun talking about the big things in small sizes like Atoms and parallels, paradoxes, life & death, Exes, time, Funko's other stuff Etc. well that's the good part about my "vacation" the bad part was the asignments and the returning nightmares and the lack of a good night sleep but Yeah anyways I'm just tired that's all and that's also why this is over a week old Sorry Foxies

Hottie of the Henry Cavill

I need 2 get some Sleep and somebody 2 love again

Sooo This time being Single is quite lovely if only i could Fall asleep at a proper time and not wake up 3 in the morning hearing my name being whispered When the rest of the House is sleeping, and if U ms./mrs. Or mr. Entity in my room could so kindly Shut the fuck up so I can sleep that would be nice otherwise be go out and work ur magic tricks or whatever and get me and man or woman so I can tug in to them and sleep again thank u very much ..... And brain stop thinking we both know u can do it

And dear mister trash man get a less noisy vehicle 

Kay thanks 

When life gives u a pretty little head on ur shoulder that is also creative mind then u have active mind that's hard to shut off but don't worry my trick that sometimes works is just to bored u mind ....I'm only  kidding, I sometimes get some hot Pukka tea and sits in my one-piece  from jumpin and read some CreepyPastas because I love scary stories in the dark of course but I just love it it's so comfy sittin on ur bed in the dark in ur warm one piece that is as soft as a kitty I just love it


well am I in the dating zone at the moment?

Yes A Thousand times yes eventhough I like the benefits of being a single bi guy in Copenhagen because One night stands with protection because it's makes it easier for both, xD but yeah I need a little cute thing I can call mine because eventhough Sex is....well Sex it get boring to be the lone wolf wandering around but yet if only my exes could keep their junk to themselves (& Me) i wouldn't be Single or have trust issues...

and still day dreaming so thank u exes u gave me the superpower to spot a douchebag from a mile away i'm not sarcastic I actually mean it Thank u for making me Better in some kind of way..i guess  anyway no hard feelings :D  And Today Is Flash day because The Flash Season 2 starts tonight on the CW and I can't wait!!!!

Foxys Out Cya :D

Hottie of the Day Bryce Thompson