blow up or bottle up

Ever heard "pick ur fights wisely"
it's a rather good and also a rather bad advice if u think about and relate it to ur feelings bcuuuuuuzzzz....
Bottle up ur feelings is a dangerous cocktail especially anger

peeps who bottle up their anger becomes like a volcano and suddenly they pop not like "Yay Pop" more like "HULK SMASH Bwaaah!!" or "KABOOM!! SPLUSH WOOSH KABLAM!!!

it's not the best idea..but we all bottle up one or two emotions and sometimes we won't admit we're doing it

But it's pretty darn good idea to talk it out or beat up a punching Bag :3

I'm "good" at bottling up my Anger
good for u guys is that I get my anger out by boxing a punchingbag  So no worries x3
but I'm not the type of guy that screams "Waaahh I'm hurt waaah buuuhuuu make me comfy"
cuz I think... that the people who knows me "too well" knows when the load is to heavy for me to carry alone  but also i'm that little dumb type of human that believes I can do it eventhough it's impossible and sometimes it hurts but I wouldn't be this strong person if I just laid down and cried over everytime Life is hard cuz Let's face it Foxies if life was easy nobody would learn anything :3
and Kawaii-Cherish always so how comes to the conclussion that i'm either Cold Hearted or have no feelings and the reason why is.......... Because she haven't seen me cry!

it sounds harsh that I crack the whip because of that but if that's the reason I mean com'on it's kinda #Sorry4SayingThis Dumb it's like saying "Ur a cat because ur purring when I give u a massage"

#BestReasonEver #NotReally #BecauseISaySo #BecauseReasons

fun thing is she is only one who believed that 

and gives me the I have only known u for a year thing 

cute fact one of ex knew alot about after just 5mins....5mins and he have known me shorter time than her but yeah it bugs me alot sometimes that even though some knows what grids my gears use it and later on they come up with Sorry I didn't know....sorry Baby doll but u knew it otherwise u wouldn't be using it to hit me to begin with..GAwd!

back to the topic ehm yeah  

Foxies pick ur fights wisely otherwise u ended up be that Cranky Bitch(Yes u heard right) that complains or have the world shortest fuse ya knaw but if u don't blow up once in a while then some might think they can use u as there personal doorstep which is something nobody deserves but yeah what i want u to do Foxies is to think about when it's time to blow up or let it slide but remember to get the feelings out and no it doesn't mean u have to turn into Hulk u can actually use the feeling ur feeling to make something, write a fanfic or essay or just a note where u write it all out if it's a note just write anything and don't make it cute or give it some make up so it looks nice if u wanna write FUCKING SHTTY ASS MONKEY BITCH! write it and when u feel it had all come out destroy the hand writting note it feels great sometime because u have channeled all the rage energy and made travel through ur body down to ur hands into the pencil and down to handwritting note by destroying the note the rage can't travel into ur body again cuz u have "dealt" with it.

when u paint stuff it's like the note except once the energy is down on canvas if u have used Painting the Rage is trapped within the painting it and can't get out soo don't destroy that keep it ;3